Aqua Dark

Okay. WTF

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 03:13:58 GMT

Okay. . .so I made this port for a person about 6ish months ago. She paid with the Gaia Item Kiki.

Heres the port:

People love this port for some reason idk why. . .
This port was a non-remap, CG pic at frist, because I was stupid and got confused and thought she said to make it nonremap. So I re-did it as a remap. it was my mistake, but I fixed it.

She emailed me at first, asking if she could edit and sell the port because she never uploaded it and never used it, I replied saying no. She didn't get that reply. Here we go~

PM on FAZ

La-La:
.. did i send you a message concering the port you did me for la? ... i think i might have sent an email I DUNNO.

Me:
I got it through email and emailed o3o
pretty much said you can't sell it. I dun really like the idea.
But you can give it away or something. but reselling is not the answer.
I'll refund you 10 GDS or paypal(maybe, I'm saving money for college Dx) for it if you want, can even make you a different port? i'm pretty sure you just paid for it with Gaia stoof. Probably end up reselling the port. -3-; people love it, I know I could find a good home for it.

La-La:
just curious, can i ask why i can't sell it but that would be what you would do? i am not trying to profiteer off of your art, i simply never used the port and won't be using it since i don't use the character any longer. i definitely don't want to give it away and i have no use for gd :/ i hope you're not offended by me asking or never using it, i absolutely love your ports but like i said, i've moved on to different characters.

Me:
Well, I'm asking to buy it back because I don't really want the port to not be used and I don't feel comfortable watching people making money off of my art that I worked my butt off to make. You could resell the port more then it's worth.
You selling = You making money off my art
Me selling = me making money off my art

If I bought it back from you, you'd be getting back your moneys worth. And I could do my own edits and sell it as a AD original. It's better then it wasting away because I wont let you sell it.
And I'll do paypal then if thats better for you.

Okay at this point I was TICKED, but I tried my best to be calm and understanding.

Lala:
i personally feel kind of offended by that. i did pay you, not in money but still in items worth what you price your ports as. i told you it wasn't to profiteer, and i don't think it's fair that i would be given 10 dollars for it and then you turn around and sell it for 15-20. :/

i just don't see the difference between you selling it and me selling it. it's not like it was given to me for free and it's not like i need money so i'm pawning it off. i understand you worked hard on it and it would just be wasted if i uploaded it now since i haven't logged onto the alt in over a month and i don't plan to.

bah, but this is all just a mess so i might just upload it anyways instead of either one of us getting ripped off. i'll let you know my decision.

OH NO SHE DIDN'T

Me:
I'm sorry it's offending.
I'm sorry you don't understand. I've tried to be fair and good mannered, but this is just silly.
It's a bit like stealing, I don't know WHY you can't understand. that taking someone else art and selling it is okay. It's not okay and I talked to people about this to make sure i'm not a crazy bitch, and they agree it's wrong. It's a bit odd and I don't like it one bit, and I'm sorry it doesn't seem fair that you'd be only getting $10, but thats more then you should get.
You paid for it, but you didn't make it. I'd give back the stupid item in a heart beat for it. I have a little bit more respect for my own art. The item is worthless to me and is just for fun and maybe you paid real money for it in the past, it's still not worth more then $5 in my head.

Yes, I want to buy it back because I know I'll be profiteering off of it and it's one of the reason why I don't want you to sell it, because you will make more money off it. If it does sell for over 15, its because people like it, because it's a piece of work, it's art, not something thrown together for money. And if you really cared about it and had respect for it, you wouldn't let rot, you wouldn't try and get your moneys worth from it. I'm sorry you lost a worthless little gaia item over it, it's so horrible, so horrible that the artist is trying to buy the port back with REAL money.

I've have been almost overly generous about this. I even offered you to trade it for a different custom port. I don't have time or money to give away, this is a huge favor.

I care ALOT about it, it's the reason why I'm making this big deal. All I ask of you is to just understand, as a commissioner, as a ARTIST.

If you are selling it not to profiteer off of it, then you take my fucking money and give me back my beautiful piece of art.

PWNNNN

She hasn't replied yet, I'll update this if it's juicy :3
This made me feel somewhat good XD I think I tottaly TOLD her. The pm before that I was so dklfgjawpa annoyed totally lost be apatite to draw, so I sat here pretty much the whole day being pissed.
ohman that fucking bitch

ICK!

Thu, 28 May 2009 19:31:20 GMT

YAAAAAYY I'm graduating on Sunday! We probley go out to dinner afterwords at a Italian restaurant, which isn't so much what I want but it's probably the best idea. plus i like that place it's . . .
I'm tired, kinda bored and I have little motivation to do anything.

HI 8D idk wut the point of this is~

Hmm

Fri, 01 May 2009 20:31:57 GMT

The puppy farted

OMG WIERD

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 06:06:20 GMT

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 00:29:27 GMT

oh poop I got accepted

Remember?

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 21:39:27 GMT

Remeber when I got hyped up for that one thing and it never came true? I do. . .
After this weekend I'm going to be free, I don't have any . . . like. . . non need to study for classes this semester. Got. . like . . . PE, Art, Economics(fail booklet), and uhm computer stuff.
I'll be opening up my commissions so I can finish saving up for my computer and start saving up for my laptop, or uhm. . . a purse HAHAHAHA. I have planz. . . PLANZ!
8( I got my portfolio sent out. . . and my transcripts, just waiting on my test scores and whatever mom hasta do, that I don't remember what, before they review it as a whole.I talked to whatever her name is that I can't remember D:< She said she'd call me after they do.
I'm nervous and scared LIKE A LITTLE BITCH.
Anyways. . .
8(

Portfoliiiiiiiiooooooo D:

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 23:18:19 GMT

http://aquathefreak.deviantart.com/journal/22489854/

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 09:39:51 GMT

CC is hawt

Sun, 21 Dec 2008 12:17:59 GMT

HAPPYBIRTHDAY MARTY!

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 23:14:32 GMT

HAPPYBIRTHDAY MARTY!

MSN personal message: At Disney Land, poeple pop out of the ground!

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 07:21:28 GMT

lmfao -shakes head-
http://spot-job.deviantart.com/art/Disneyland-Zombies-101048782

LOG

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 00:55:02 GMT

LOL

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 18:46:48 GMT

Thats what I was talking about lol

WahhWADA?

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:36:41 GMT

The problem I run into way to much.

Aww How Sweet

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 23:58:14 GMT

Dad Got mom flowers and Candy! How sweet!

Tombo updates:

HAVE A NICE V-DAY!

HOMG

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 23:00:59 GMT

I haven't been very active on this damn thing! LETS WRITE! and I dunno why I writing, maybe because I can
Lets start with my wonderful day monday! 8D. Me and dad where going to the lab to get the blood sucked out off us. We went in the hot rod, you know that the kaiser is across the street so dad just drove across, lawlz. We got in the parking lot and there was like a line of cars all the way around. No place at alll. It was so busy and It was monday. All those damn old people who dun have anything to do. So we went around the hole building, dad drove back across the street, at first I thought he was just going home but it was so we could park xD. So we where going to walk, frist dad is all. "Okay we are going to run across." waitwaitwait "Nahhhh lets just take the cross walk." walkwalwalk, dad takes my hand and runs across the street. lawlz. I think we had to wait in a line for like 10 minutes till we actually got to the peoples, then we had to wait like 15 minutes to get called in but at least we where sitting. The lady I had was a bit of a snot, acting funny, but I guess If you've been sucking old peoples blood out of them for hours I would be to and I this was my first time so I had no idea what to do. XD So I gave her my laft arm, and the damn vane wasn't sticking out, shes all taping it with her fingure, so she told me to give her my other arm, that one was having truble poping out which it finialy did. she got her rather thick needle ready and vile, she stuck it in, it only hurt alittle bit but like, ow. I was watching all my blood spill into the vile thing, made me feel alittle wozy, like it came out so fast o.o -shivers-. But anyways that was fun.

Lets see, saturday morning mom told me that I had to drive to grandmas house and I so didnt want to (I never did lol). Instead we watch all three POTC movies xD. That night I had a dream about waiting in the car for dad, I was in the back seat and mom was in the front passenger seat. We where in a parking lot or something and the car started to roll, mom was all "PUT ON THE BRAKES." and I climb in the front seat and tried to press on the brakes but it was really hard and we where still rolling, we ended up rolling inbetween to parked car, I have no idea how we fit between them xD if there was more to it then I can't remember, but It was scary ;c

Okay I really started this journal to talk about this dream; Hokai it was very similar to a dream I had before twice. There always two people. The first time It was me and some other guy, the second time it was me and Randell. The dream reminds me of like uh Doom, kinda of the freaky mood going on, dark, dungeon like, lots of barded doors, and creepy bad guys, really like a vidio game, because I know whats going to happen because I've had the dream before. But this time it kinda throw me off, like it was sapost to be that dream but it turned out different xD, in this one, I was two poeple, both guys. They almost look like the guys from Metal Gear Solid uhh 3? which ever one we had. It wasn't actaully them but there was a guy with long blond hair that, and a guy with short brown hair kinda spikey like. They where wearing cloths kinda like Solid Snake xD. So I was swiching between thoughs two. Hokai anyways, We where visiting the Wowchuks but they where like bad guys I think they where vampires or something xD and there house was dungeon like, and kinda have that traped feeling. Patasha wasn't in it though xD. So I remember like, we felt like we where sapost to do something because of the dream I had in the past. but like we couldn't kill the people we where visiting. I think they where thought we didn't know that they where vampires, but you know. . yeah. so we kinda just sat around, most of the time in the dream I was the Blond dude. The only person I was getting along with was Harry, I think it was because he wasnt a vampire, like in part of the dream me and Harry was sitting on the ground really close to the tv and Hank came in and was doing bad things, and then started barfing and it got on my foot and was like "YOU BETTER CLEAN THAT UP" lol; and another part in the dream it was raining out side and it was garbage day and all three kids (third kid I have no idea who she was it kinda looked like natasha but wasn't and was younger) and where in like clear rain coats standign by the garbage can, because they had to make sure no one looked in there because there was dead bodies in it. They eat people btw. and me and me where staring outthe window looking at em. There more to the dream but I just cant put my finger on it :< and then the ending it was me dah blond dude, mom and Susan and it was like in a middle of a forest and we where sittign at a fast food table out side (I also have this place in other dreams of mine) and like Susan brought funky food that I didn't want to eat so I went into the fastfood place to get a soda, which I didn't know what it was at first till I seen the minu XD then someone came I dun remember who it seemed like a girl and she ate my icky food. then I woke up. XD It hard to explane it but yeah it was odd.

I have one more dream to tell you about just because its kinda creepy; it think it was satureday when I had this dream. It was early morning and the it was right before the sun goes up so the sky is that odd blue color, and I was sitting on my bed because something woke me up. Like on Randell side of the room there wasn't any furniture. and the ground out side, instead of the hill it was flat, and the neighbors house was alittle ferther away and the tree wasnt there. So I was looking out the window and I see a huge wolf but it was a ghost and it like had trees going out of its back and clouds fallow it and in the sky there was a large ghost bird and in its mouth it had a piece of wheat and a long ribbon. They where like reapers. Death gods. kinda sad and really scary. there is more to the dream I remember but it wasn't anything speciel just alot Zendar being a scardy cat lawlz.

Okay Im dun. wowz.

Life is so slilly.

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 13:57:02 GMT

Well, it's hard to really know what'd be like in a few years and when it happens it kinda hits you in teh face, doesn't it?
I'm going to try and keep this journal post positive even though feel like bashing my head against the wall.
It's late and I really don't feel like sleeping, was going to stay up all night and do my school work but that didn't happen. Atleast I'm caught up in my math now.
I keep having on and off crying moments, there really random, I dunno why really. I dun feel sad or mad. Kinda medium. But still crapy. Now I'm just not making sense but thats okay.
But one thing that keep kicking me right in the nose is my art. WTH ART?! Your all lacking at the moment. Were'd all the skill go? It's funny I can draw lame dogs but when it comes to humans it's all WAMP I'M NOT GOING TO TURN OUT GOOD FOR YOU HARHARHAR.
What I'm going to try is. . . Copying pictures, finding a good and inspirational artist, maybe try a different type off music, pushing myself, and just putting it down without earsing.
It's better then waiting.
But I'm pretty happy with this comic i r working on, I'm having fun making the story with whats her face and always fun working with someone whos a bit similar. We can suck togeather!

I'm a seventeen year old girl who is afraid of growing up, annoying to alot of poeple, complains to much, self centered, has had artist block for the past 5 months and is going to be the greatest artist in the world.

Positive attitude Sokka is my best friend.

I leave you with a prayer

Lord, please help me, lend me Thine ear,
The prayer of a troubled cowman to hear.
No doubt my prayer to you may seem strange,
But I want you to bless my cattle range...

As you O Lord my fine herds behold,
They represent a sack of pure gold.
I think that at least five cents on the pound
Would be a good price for beef the year round.

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 03:18:20 GMT

BLahblahblah big ol log post about birhday and sheet.
Franks Marteh for dah books! :D I need to get to reading those, and playing some wiiiiiiiiii

Uckuck uck

Sat, 17 Nov 2007 08:09:42 GMT

PENIS

Hmmm

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 07:10:41 GMT

Hmm.
I was kinda in the other room eating some food so I could be getting this wrong but Grandma said that Denial told Dakoda (is that how it's spelled) about grandpa or something. Dakoda said that grandpa would be there for three or four more days, and they asked him why he said that and he said he could hear his wings.
. . .
Thats a strang thing for a little boy like that to say. . .

Monday is going to be hard.

We Are The Nights Who Say Ekke Ekke Ekke Ptang Zoo Boing

Mon, 22 Oct 2007 20:42:11 GMT

WHY DON'T YOU JUST PUNCH ME IN THE FACE WHY DON'T YOU!!

Pretty~

LOL

Sun, 07 Oct 2007 23:10:49 GMT

Pictures like these make me laugh
http://puddingpie.deviantart.com/art/411-LAME-66693704
this one dun have a blog thinger

More than Friends by *14-bis on deviant ART

cookie by *gimei on deviant ART

A slip of the foot you may soon recover, but a slip of the tongue you may never get over.

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 04:22:22 GMT

Benjamin Franklin rocks. Hes such a character, no? Some of his shit he writes is like I can't understand it xD but like hes a smart dude. like some of his quotes are dah shit -points to title--points to msn name--points in school book- He also was a prankster ^o^
Blahblahblah
I'm kinda in a weird mood, like someone is pulling on meh heart, but it's not like my pain. I'm woried about some people and also annoyed with some poeple. I feel like poohpooh. -hides in the corner and listes to sad music-
This morning the alarm went off and I just turned it off and went back to sleep. I can't remeber what the first part of the dream was but I know there was a part like a older man in his forty’s gray hair and slender walk by and I was like "Hey it's Marty's dad!", and the other part which was like, Spike, from cowboy bebop, was in a hollicopter, but he wasn't him, or something xD. in the dream It was like a cartoon, as in the view of the dream, because it was the refletoin of him in the copters glass. Another thing about this part of the dream is that I wasn't in it, no one I knew was in it. so anyways Spike is all. "This is were it all started, as a orphans." And it like the view is outside the helli and show like a big square island with a square fence around it, and inside it is like tents and orphans with picks and shovels, This place seems to apear in some of my other dream but without the orphans xD So it flashes back and it show like the Spike and now he looks differenter -shrugs- he gots a helmet on and hes like not one of the orphans whish bugs me because the way he worded what he said was like he was one of the orphans but instead he was one of the person making sure they don't try and get away. THEN EVERY THING CHANGES, Now it's in a totally different place, it was like a forest, spike was no longer spike and was a different person but the same person xD The forest was really green but iin one part of it was like flat and sand like, I don't know why and also there was a house kinda like a log cabin with a back deck and many large windows. Now the guy had turned into a werewolf, it was like some type of virus or something, The boy who lived in the house was all OMG I'M GOING TO CALL THE SPECIAL FORCES TO COME AND TAKE THE FREAK AWAY. The boy look like the boy form Blood Pluse but less sissy. I don't know what happen to him but Now wolf man guy was hanging around that house and hes all holy shit all like xD Then his friend which was turned into a wolfman thing to was there and they were fight at first and uh can't remeber but then they figured out how to turn back, which you had to like go in this hallow tree and pull a hood over your head and wallah you back to human, but like the spike dude couldn't do it and it was pissing me off. and some how the wolfman picked up the tree and put it over in the flat sandy place in the forest, the tree was like jellow! And some shit happen, as you can see I can't even remember it that much. I can see it in my head but I can't write it out xD. The hole thing reminds me of that one game which I can't remeber what it's callled D8 and Big O. The dream was rather stupid, but I like how all the characters look like and his friend was hot D: I suck at drawing right now so I can dream dem.
Okay I'm done.

Uhg lol

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 20:10:06 GMT

I feel like crap. . . And annoyed and angry. BLEH. And getting upset about a hole lotta nothng, then it always leads to something different.
Anyways it's called PMS :P

Today the first thing I see is my ugly brothers face, opening up the door loudly "We got HALO three." I was like okaaaay, and felt very discussed buy his uglyness. so anyways I got up because it was already 11:00, and well so I watched dad and dick face play HALO the game I've been wanting to play ever sence we finished the fricken second one, a few chirstmasses ago. I argued with myself while watching em and I did stay long. So whatever I went and did some of my school work which I failed at, and dad pop his head in the room and asked if I wanted to play while hes eating or taking smoke brake or whatever, in my head I didn't want to play it without playing it from the begining and I would like to play with meh sister not dickface, so I said no. Like ten minutes latter I asked my self whats the big deal? It's just a stupid game. So I got up to go to just watch I guess, but like a seen a price tag on the table. . . and it said bungie on it, in my head I was like what was this for? And guess what was on dickfaces head. A FUCKING HALO HAT. I was like "What the fuck? Why does he get a hat hes not even a fan." Baabhhhahabhahaha Yeah fuck. I know dad only thinks of himself and he feel fucking sad because his son is a fucking faggot and he can't get him to play football or basket ball with him because hes a fucking cock licking dingdong. And well he can get the penisface to play HALO. BUT COME ON! Me and Randell are more into that game then the dickface is and we would proble be inlove with a fucking hat like that, or I would be. I mean jeez it's not like I wasn't trying to get mom buy me HALO actoin figures for my birthday last year. I went back into the room and stared at my school books. I am just not in a good mood today, I feel worthless and tired and angry. I just want to leave somewhere I don't want to see dickface or dad or Mom. If i even see dickface or if he even trys to talk to me or make jesters at me I'm just going to fucking ignore him. Like hes not here because I have to much on my mind right now and I just tired of it.

I can't draw anymore, it sucks, I don't know what to do I've been like sence may. I can't spit anything out like I was doing. I have a hard time doing my school work, I feel stupid. and that PSAT is on the 20th of october, I feel like I'm not going to do very good at it. :/ But I have to try, at least.

I want my own XBOX 360. Knowing dad he wont ever get off of it, and when he is not on it he leaves it on and doesn't save or whatever it's annoying. Fucking Wii needs to come out with something I want to play, all the games so far are boring or nothing I can really get into, well okay I'm done complaning and being a little snooty brat.

Donate Lawl?

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 21:26:32 GMT